hey sweetie, i was just thinking about the time when i found out i was pregnant with you.  it feels like it was yesterday.  i already had my boy and girl and was not expecting anymore babies at all due to a medical condition.  (see doctors are not always right).  anyways, i just couldn't shake this flu.  i went to the ER and not even thinking that i could be pregnant and without me knowing, they ran a pregnance test and there you were!!!!  i called your dad immediately and we were both shocked and happy at the same time.  but after raising matt. who was a very energetic boy, and jess, who was laid back, i knew that i wanted a healthy baby girl.  on may 23th 1987, elizabeth anne shea was born~~~  it was the WORST labor ever!!!  back labor and you were born in a wierd presentation, posterior, and your little eyes were both hemmorraged due to the pressure.  i should have known right there and then, that you were going to be a wild thing! as you grew, you grew into the cutest , most vivacious girl ever.  even throughout all your crappy teen years, you were always the most viviacious young lady!!!  you made me laugh, cry, go hysterical all in one second flat! we had our issues, but we always got thru them.  with tears and without tears.  we have a lot of history young lady . and i will ALWAYS cherish them. the good with the bad. its all part of growing up.  you were well on your way to become a successful young woman and mommy.  i have no doubt about any of that~

i miss you, there are no words to describe the feelings that i have. i can only put them down in writing.  i am so glad that you came into my life.  you touched my life forever and i am so happy that God brought you to me:)

You surely had a gift with who you were and still are in spirit.

I love you........

hi again sweetie,

i tried to put something pretty funny on this page, but all it would all it did was put the code up there. sorry! and now i can't figure out how to delete the code.  anyways, its pretty late and i need to get to bed, so i hope to see you in my dreams:)

PS......what i miss the most is cudddling with you at night:(

that way i knew you were home safe and sound with me:)

xoxoxoxoxoxox

happy thanksgiving to my baby lizzie, this was a hard day sweetie, but i knew that you gave me the strength to get thru this. we went to the roophvars and they are all wonderful people:)  no wonder why you loved them so!  now i am back home and am lonely for you.  no matter how hard i try to get thru these nights, i cry, cuz i am lonely for you.  girl, you had my heart and now its really heavy .  too heavy for me to bear this burden sometimes. i want you to know that there is never a moment that you aren't in my thoughts.  i miss you, no matter how many times i say that, you still don't come home.  well, there will be a time when my job is done here and i will be with you again.

i loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee you soooooo much