HEY SUGAR BUTT!!!

3 years ago today!!! YOU BECAME A MOMMY yourself.

its almost unbelieveable

you brought the most beautiful litte boy into the world, and he one day will become a wonderful young man.  We all know that you will always be watching over him, protecting him and guiding him in the right light throughout this path they call life.  Lizzie, i will never ever ever forget the day you birthed aayden. you were such a good girl. you changed that very day. when they placed aayden is your arms, that was the moment you changed into a young happy momma. you could see the pride in your face:)  that picture is FOREVER embedded in my mind, nobody could ever take that away from me!  i love and miss you with each second that passes. you are forever in my heart.  I am heartbroken...........................xoxoxoxoxooxoxox

hey baby doll

i can't believe that this upcoming satuday, the 21st of february will be aayden's 3rd birthday! it just seems like yesteday.  remember i got fired from that miserable job that day?? i couldn't believe it, but it all turned out for the good! then i went and got you some food and met you and chris up at the hospit.  jessica was with me.  then came crysta, jenny, medea. remember devin and angie stopped by too.  you were such a champ:)  i was prepared for anything, you handled labor perfectly! remember  before you got your epidural, you chewed a big hole in my feathe down comforter? there were feathers everywhere!  now when i look at feathers, i think of angel wings.  i wil write more later, my sleeping pills are kicking me in the butt! i love and miss you with every beathe i take xxoxoxoxoxxxo

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I saw this and it made me do some serious thinking! i love you my sweet angel in heaven!!

A Child Loaned
"I'll lend you for a little time
A child of Mine." He said.
"For you to love the while he lives
And mourn for when he's dead.
It may be six or seven year
Or twenty-two or three
But will you, till I call him back
Take care of him for Me?
He'll bring his charms to gladden you
And should his stay be brief,
You'll have his lovely memories
As solace for your grief.

I cannot promise he will stay
Since all from Earth return,
But there are lessons taught down there
I want the child to learn.
I've looked this wide world over
In my search for teacher's true,
And from the throngs that crowd life's lanes,
I have selected you;
Now will you give him all your love,
Nor think the labour vain
Nor hate Me when I come to call
And take him back again?

I fancied that I heard them say,
"Dear Lord, They will be done,
For all the joy Thy child shall bring,
For the risk of grief we'll run.
We'll shelter him with tenderness,
We'll love him while we may,
And for the happiness we've known,
Forever grateful stay.
But should the angels call for him
Much sooner than we planned,
We'll brave the bitter grief that comes
And try to understand."
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